Doubtful.

I've been thinking these past months.

Am I making the right choice or not?

Is it really for me?

Can I go beyond these?

Can I survive?

I couldn't find the answer to these questions.

Why do people have different IQs?

Some can solve a problem in just a sec, some cannot.

It's unfair!!

We all tried our very best but still we can't make it.

It's so disappointing!

It's making me sick!

I Can't Understand A Man.

If you smile at him, he thinks you're a flirt,
If you don't, he thinks you're an iceberg;
If you respond to his love in just a shortwhile,
he thinks you're an easy to get;
If it takes you years to decide,
he proclaims you're an old fashioned;
If you bring a chaperon along,
he thinks you're a playgirl;
If you don't, he thinks nobody is interested to you;
If you let him kiss you, he wishes you're reserved,
If you don't, he'll seek consolation elsewhere;
If you'll ask him his whereabouts,
he proclaims you don't trust him;
If you don't, he says, you don't care about him;
If you follow his wishes and likes,
he dominates you;
If you don't, he says,
you don't give a damn about him;
If you're jealous,
he proclaims you don't have faith in him;
If you don't, he doubts you're LOVE.

That's A Girl!

A girl is special created by God.
If you praise her, she thinks you're lying,
If you don't, you're good for nothing;
If she talks, she wants you to listen,
If you listen, she wants you to talk;
If you kiss her, you're not a gentleman,
If you don't, you're not a man;
If you agree to all her likes, you are a wimp,
If you don't, you're not understanding;
So simple yet so complex,
So weird yet so beautiful.
That's a Girl, a non-understandable creature but definitely makes a guy complete!!!

2nd Semester..Am I ready?

Semestral break is over, 2nd sem is coming up!
Aaaaahhh!!... I'm loaded and all my subjects are very hard..
P.E.4(Team Sports),well I can manage this one.
CSC121(Data Structure), huh? I can't imagine how hard this one is.
Management102(Organizational Behaviour), I don't like my teacher.
Stat(Management Statistic Science), I had stat in my high school but I don't think it's the same with this.
Bio1(Basic Biology), the major exams are difficult and confusing, they say. It's always a hundred items or more.
Hist1, I don't like this subject since elementary.
Eng4(Introduction to Literature), I like this subject.
IT120( Basic Switching Theory and Blahblah Language), the course title is so long I can't memorize it. Very difficult I think.
Overall, I have 24 units.
I DON"T KNOW IF I CAN PERFORM WELL THIS SEMESTER.
GOODLUCK TO ME!!!

Home Sweet Home!

At last! I will be coming home. The first semester is over!
I am so happy because my semestral break will be enjoyable because I PASS all my subjects! Yup, all my problems were solved.
What a semester. I learned a lot.

Home. There's no place like home. My family, friends, cousins, I miss them all. I'm so excited to see them.
My mom said that she will give me a reward since I pass all my subjects. I like it! Yeehah!
I will have our tv all by myself. I miss watching animes in Hero TV.
My highschool classmates! I'm so excited to see them. And all others....

I can't wait to travel!!

One Problem Solve!

My math problem is solve!!!.. Yipee!!..
I pass!. It is low compared to my other grades but at least I pass and I thank God for that.
Only one remaining. I'm scared of this one because I didn't pass on the three long exams.
I will know my grade tomorrow.
GOODLUCK to me!!!

Problem!

It's the end of the first semester!!
I thought I would be happy thinking that in less than a week, I will be coming home. But I'm not happy!! I have a problem!!! For others maybe, it's okay, but for me it's not.
I'm failing in my Math51(Analytic Geometry and Calculus 1) and CSC101 (Intro to Programming). I want to burst right now. My mom is angry and dissapointed at me. I feel bad.
I'm always asking, why me?? I'm trying my very best but what happened, I still got a low score. Maybe my best wasn't good enough just like in the song.
My only source of strength right now is God. I always pray since I don't know what to do anymore. I'm not used to this kind of problem. Eversince I step to school, I always got a high grade. I don't want this.
They say there's still hope but I don't know.
I'm meeting my professor tomorrow and request for a removal if there is any. Well it's my last chance.